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i am so fucking scene
20 April 2009 @ 02:10 pm
I love ya lucy im gonna have eggs benidict yummy in my tummy

i am so fucking scene
10 April 2009 @ 02:00 pm
Lucy 13:58
i think you're confusing spring fever with syphillis

Ben 13:59
i thought you left me with something..
i am so fucking scene
08 April 2009 @ 12:09 am
So I don't think I can drink in public for a long time after last thursday.

You reeeeeeally don't want to know what I did. It's slightly hilarious.. but slightly ridiculous.

In the theme of my night, my mentor is speakingCollapse )
i am so fucking scene
31 March 2009 @ 11:16 pm
So Danny may not be coming to england anymore.
I may just go to Paris and learn french and then go to Turkey on a cruise.

ciderhouseCollapse )
i am so fucking scene
30 March 2009 @ 11:27 pm
I still have only one page.


6% gone, thank you very much. Maybe I'll be ambitious and make it 9%.
i am so fucking scene
I don't really know why I do this to myself, but I have managed to make it physically impossible for me to finish this essay. In fact, I haven't so much as started.. and it's quarter past nine now. I haven't read a fucking book. Not that I usually do when I write papers, but this is different -- it's ten pages on architecture? What have I gotten myself into. I'm already automatically losing 3% for handing it in late (which I'm sure I will) unless I finish and get it time stamped somehow before the secretary leaves at 5pm tomorrow.

I think I have a hidden desire to fail life.

I've had one rockstar already. I think I'm going to have another one, dance around in my underwear a little and then get down to writing.. but really, I may just chug a mickey and pretend today never happened.

In other randomness, Danny wants to play hockey in England next year. SO FAR AWAY yuck. Only a month until I leeeeeave yay.

What else, what else.

I think I should just become a coke whore or something, they seem to be pretty happy people in general.
Current Music: day and night -- kid cudi vs crookers
i am so fucking scene
04 February 2009 @ 06:10 pm
I sent a text to a few people saying "I am mopey, tell me something good" and I just wanted to share the replies thus far.

"Umm Justin timberlake is on Ellen next Monday"

"Just saw a couple break up outside my building the chick drilled the dude really hard it was halarious"

"From the show 13 fear is real: 'The Mastermind sends his guests to an abandoned high school where they receive a terrifying deaducation'."

"I am getting tanned finally! You bday is thirteen days away ten for the drinkfest... God loves you?"

i am so fucking scene
01 February 2009 @ 06:39 pm
WHY do I do this to myself.
I had so long to study for this test, weeks, and I didn't even bother to review my notes even ONCE.

This test is worth 20%! If I fuck it up, the most I can get on the course is a B+ .. I might as well die.

End of story.
Current Mood: hopeless
i am so fucking scene
16 January 2009 @ 10:09 pm
I thought I'd post this because I thought it was ridiculous -- two questions and honestly it got me tootallly.

Also swoon I'm Marilyn

Your result for Are You a Jackie or a Marilyn? Or Someone Else? Mad Men-era Female Icon Quiz...

You Are a Marilyn!

You are a Marilyn -- "I am affectionate and skeptical."

Marilyns are responsible, trustworthy, and value loyalty to family, friends, groups, and causes. Their personalities range broadly from reserved and timid to outspoken and confrontative.

How to Get Along with Me

  • * Be direct and clear

  • * Listen to me carefully

  • * Don't judge me for my anxiety

  • * Work things through with me

  • * Reassure me that everything is OK between us

  • * Laugh and make jokes with me

  • * Gently push me toward new experiences

  • * Try not to overreact to my overreacting.

What I Like About Being a Marilyn

  • * being committed and faithful to family and friends

  • * being responsible and hardworking

  • * being compassionate toward others

  • * having intellect and wit

  • * being a nonconformist

  • * confronting danger bravely

  • * being direct and assertive

What's Hard About Being a Marilyn

  • * the constant push and pull involved in trying to make up my mind

  • * procrastinating because of fear of failure; having little confidence in myself

  • * fearing being abandoned or taken advantage of

  • * exhausting myself by worrying and scanning for danger

  • * wishing I had a rule book at work so I could do everything right

  • * being too critical of myself when I haven't lived up to my expectations

Marilyns as Children Often

  • * are friendly, likable, and dependable, and/or sarcastic, bossy, and stubborn

  • * are anxious and hypervigilant; anticipate danger

  • * form a team of "us against them" with a best friend or parent

  • * look to groups or authorities to protect them and/or question authority and rebel

  • * are neglected or abused, come from unpredictable or alcoholic families, and/or take on the fearfulness of an overly anxious parent

Marilyns as Parents

  • * are often loving, nurturing, and have a strong sense of duty

  • * are sometimes reluctant to give their children independence

  • * worry more than most that their children will get hurt

  • * sometimes have trouble saying no and setting boundaries

Take Are You a Jackie or a Marilyn? Or Someone Else? Mad Men-era Female Icon Quiz
at HelloQuizzy

Current Mood: bemused
i am so fucking scene
10 January 2009 @ 03:20 pm
Side note: I have never felt more alone in my entire life as I have the past few weeks.